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flowsoffire) wrote2013-11-14 02:52 pm
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The Night of the Doctor
OMFG EIGHT IS IN OH MY GOD WOW!!!!!!!
*hyperventilates* I am SLAUGHTERED. This is perfect. It's PERFECT! Oh my freaking goodness, I want so BADLY to watch the Eight movie right now, he owned me right from the start—except I won't because I want to watch all Doctors in order (we won't mention Seven being the one I look forward to the most >.<) BUT ANYWAY. THIS IS IRRELEVANT. THIS MINISODE IS IMPOSSIBLY PERFECT AND I AM CURRENTLY ON THE VERGE OF DEATH
PLEASE EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO SCREAM MYSELF HOARSE IN A CORNER
(Disclaimer: didn't find it on my own,
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*one Google search later* Oh, and happy birthday, Mister McGann. And THANK YOU ♥
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Hahaha, I'm sure it's really lovely :D
I was aiming for angst, honest! XD
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Angst is the best thing ;)
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Yes! It's hard, though. (For me, that is, I always find myself adding something ridiculous.)
(& I'm sure it's obvious, but don't feel like you have to read the fic very quickly, or like, at all.)
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XD Well, your angst works for me, and bits of humour can always be welcome to relieve the mood ;) It's not like you insert dancing clowns or something ;)
(Ty, but no worries :) I've been catching up on fandom things, so it probably won't take me too long, but I wasn't feeling pressured at all :))
or like, at all.
LIKE HELL.
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Ahaha, that's like another level entirely. XD Please tell me off if I start inserting dancing clowns!
I'm finally reading your smutfic btw and it is amazing
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XDDD I will, fast and loving as River shoots a fez off Eleven's head ;) But clowns are not always bad! CELESTIAL TOYMAKER
I'm finally reading your smutfic btw and it is amazing
Eeeee. *beams* So happy you like it. Lol, yesterday I was just feeling randomly negative and trying to cling to the good things I have instead of going on and finding arguments to show I'm useless/a failure, and I was just thinking that even if I always end up feeling annoyed or blah towards most of my writing, Equation Heaven Sent was the one thing I really held close to my heart and was happy about roughly from start to finish, and I can take a breath and think: okay, I wrote this, so I'm worth at least a little something and my stupid mind can shut up. ;P /random overshare
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So happy you like it.
"Like it?" I did that copy-awesome-lines thing and realised it was like every single one and I'd only got through three paragraphs. XD Yeah, I kind of like it muchly!
Overshare as much as you want... although that wasn't "over" by any means. ;) Are you feeling less negative today? I know it's hard when your mind gets like that... Remember that you are awesome and all your writing is fantastic! Also, you are worth a lot and so not useless/a failure! ♥
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Honestly I am a bit two-minded about it, because the beginning was epic, but I was really disappointed that One was basically absent for parts 2 and 3, and imo it wasn't one of Dodo's best episodes and I don't care much for Steven, so… I loved the beginning, then a bit less.
"Like it?" I did that copy-awesome-lines thing and realised it was like every single one and I'd only got through three paragraphs. XD Yeah, I kind of like it muchly!
*glows* Thank youuuu ♥♥♥
Are you feeling less negative today?
Yep, thanks—no worries, it's only very occasional these days ;) It's actually thoroughly hilarious, because it was after I'd done lots of progress in stuff I wanted to deal with fandom-wise, so by all means I should have been very happy. But I get that thing like when I finish something big and should be feeling accomplished, I feel really empty and "what do I do with myself now?" instead—and I'd been reading great meta that made me feel kind of stupid in comparison, and silly things like that that just piled up ;) But I did try to focus on good things/get myself a good pep talk instead of just dwelling on it, so I suppose there's lots of progress there—and I thought then "it's just silly, you'll feel better in the morning", and I was right ;)
I know it's hard when your mind gets like that... Remember that you are awesome and all your writing is fantastic! Also, you are worth a lot and so not useless/a failure! ♥
*hugs you tight* Thanks! You're absolutely lovely and all the great things ♥
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I loved the beginning, then a bit less.
Then I won't have to be ashamed if I don't make it past the beginning... ;)
*glows*
I am still working on it! Want to be in the right kind of mind and stuff.
Yep, thanks—no worries, it's only very occasional these days ;)
That's good! Otherwise, you have to tell us.
But I get that thing like when I finish something big and should be feeling accomplished, I feel really empty and "what do I do with myself now?"
Ah, I get that too. It's like burn-out, somehow, for me.
You're absolutely lovely and all the great things ♥
So are you! :D
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Then I won't have to be ashamed if I don't make it past the beginning... ;)
You totally won't! Eh, I took a 6-week break between parts 2 and 3 ;) (Admittedly due to schedule reasons, not the episode.)
That's good! Otherwise, you have to tell us.
Yes, will try that! I got much better at opening up about stuff, lol. I used to keep it all bottled up tight and things were a bit messy—it took feeling better to get a healthier attitude, funny how those things go ;)
Ah, I get that too. It's like burn-out, somehow, for me.
*nods*
So are you! :D
♥♥♥
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Yes, will try that! I got much better at opening up about stuff, lol. I used to keep it all bottled up tight and things were a bit messy—it took feeling better to get a healthier attitude, funny how those things go ;)
Please do that, yes! I recognise that, too -- like I recognise myself in almost everything else you say, heh.
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I recognise that, too -- like I recognise myself in almost everything else you say, heh.
My first reaction was "yay" and my second was "oh wait, really not yay". Well, the sensitive and the insecure are the best team—but all too often much too unaware of that, so take care of yourself and things ♥
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Ah, mutual understanding is cool. Thanks, and you do the same!
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It is! (All the "Who are you and why do you talk with my brain?" moments!)
Thanks, and you do the same!
Will do! ♥