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flowsoffire ([personal profile] flowsoffire) wrote2013-11-14 02:52 pm

The Night of the Doctor



OMFG EIGHT IS IN OH MY GOD WOW!!!!!!!

*hyperventilates* I am SLAUGHTERED. This is perfect. It's PERFECT! Oh my freaking goodness, I want so BADLY to watch the Eight movie right now, he owned me right from the start—except I won't because I want to watch all Doctors in order (we won't mention Seven being the one I look forward to the most >.<) BUT ANYWAY. THIS IS IRRELEVANT. THIS MINISODE IS IMPOSSIBLY PERFECT AND I AM CURRENTLY ON THE VERGE OF DEATH

PLEASE EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO SCREAM MYSELF HOARSE IN A CORNER

(Disclaimer: didn't find it on my own, [livejournal.com profile] darknessfactor is an absolute star for telling me about this. Oh, I'd say [livejournal.com profile] a_phoenixdragon is going to die even faster and harder than I did but I'm honestly not sure that is even possible ahhhhh oh god)

*one Google search later* Oh, and happy birthday, Mister McGann. And THANK YOU ♥

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
You deserve all the fic!

Hahaha, I'm sure it's really lovely :D
I was aiming for angst, honest! XD

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
You are too lovely! ♥
Angst is the best thing ;)

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, let's say we both are. ♥

Yes! It's hard, though. (For me, that is, I always find myself adding something ridiculous.)

(& I'm sure it's obvious, but don't feel like you have to read the fic very quickly, or like, at all.)

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Works for me! ;)
XD Well, your angst works for me, and bits of humour can always be welcome to relieve the mood ;) It's not like you insert dancing clowns or something ;)
(Ty, but no worries :) I've been catching up on fandom things, so it probably won't take me too long, but I wasn't feeling pressured at all :))

or like, at all.
LIKE HELL.

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not like you insert dancing clowns or something ;)
Ahaha, that's like another level entirely. XD Please tell me off if I start inserting dancing clowns!

I'm finally reading your smutfic btw and it is amazing

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahaha, that's like another level entirely. XD Please tell me off if I start inserting dancing clowns!
XDDD I will, fast and loving as River shoots a fez off Eleven's head ;) But clowns are not always bad! CELESTIAL TOYMAKER

I'm finally reading your smutfic btw and it is amazing
Eeeee. *beams* So happy you like it. Lol, yesterday I was just feeling randomly negative and trying to cling to the good things I have instead of going on and finding arguments to show I'm useless/a failure, and I was just thinking that even if I always end up feeling annoyed or blah towards most of my writing, Equation Heaven Sent was the one thing I really held close to my heart and was happy about roughly from start to finish, and I can take a breath and think: okay, I wrote this, so I'm worth at least a little something and my stupid mind can shut up. ;P /random overshare

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, there's a clown in that? Might have to brave the recons because it sounds like a good ep.

So happy you like it.
"Like it?" I did that copy-awesome-lines thing and realised it was like every single one and I'd only got through three paragraphs. XD Yeah, I kind of like it muchly!

Overshare as much as you want... although that wasn't "over" by any means. ;) Are you feeling less negative today? I know it's hard when your mind gets like that... Remember that you are awesome and all your writing is fantastic! Also, you are worth a lot and so not useless/a failure! ♥

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-08 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
THERE IS A CLOWN AND SHE IS CALLED CLARA. (I am not kidding!)
Honestly I am a bit two-minded about it, because the beginning was epic, but I was really disappointed that One was basically absent for parts 2 and 3, and imo it wasn't one of Dodo's best episodes and I don't care much for Steven, so… I loved the beginning, then a bit less.

"Like it?" I did that copy-awesome-lines thing and realised it was like every single one and I'd only got through three paragraphs. XD Yeah, I kind of like it muchly!
*glows* Thank youuuu ♥♥♥

Are you feeling less negative today?
Yep, thanks—no worries, it's only very occasional these days ;) It's actually thoroughly hilarious, because it was after I'd done lots of progress in stuff I wanted to deal with fandom-wise, so by all means I should have been very happy. But I get that thing like when I finish something big and should be feeling accomplished, I feel really empty and "what do I do with myself now?" instead—and I'd been reading great meta that made me feel kind of stupid in comparison, and silly things like that that just piled up ;) But I did try to focus on good things/get myself a good pep talk instead of just dwelling on it, so I suppose there's lots of progress there—and I thought then "it's just silly, you'll feel better in the morning", and I was right ;)

I know it's hard when your mind gets like that... Remember that you are awesome and all your writing is fantastic! Also, you are worth a lot and so not useless/a failure! ♥
*hugs you tight* Thanks! You're absolutely lovely and all the great things ♥

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-14 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
BAHAHAHAHA CLARA STOP BEING EVERYWHERE STAWP (No, but srsly, there's a crackfic waiting to happen.)

I loved the beginning, then a bit less.
Then I won't have to be ashamed if I don't make it past the beginning... ;)

*glows*
I am still working on it! Want to be in the right kind of mind and stuff.

Yep, thanks—no worries, it's only very occasional these days ;)
That's good! Otherwise, you have to tell us.

But I get that thing like when I finish something big and should be feeling accomplished, I feel really empty and "what do I do with myself now?"
Ah, I get that too. It's like burn-out, somehow, for me.

You're absolutely lovely and all the great things ♥
So are you! :D

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-14 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
IT SO IS! I thought I would die when I heard the name. CLARA WAS AN ECHO AND FAILED AT THE GAMES AND WAS THE TOYMAKER'S THING AND USELESS THROUGH ALL THE EPISODE;

Then I won't have to be ashamed if I don't make it past the beginning... ;)
You totally won't! Eh, I took a 6-week break between parts 2 and 3 ;) (Admittedly due to schedule reasons, not the episode.)

That's good! Otherwise, you have to tell us.
Yes, will try that! I got much better at opening up about stuff, lol. I used to keep it all bottled up tight and things were a bit messy—it took feeling better to get a healthier attitude, funny how those things go ;)

Ah, I get that too. It's like burn-out, somehow, for me.
*nods*

So are you! :D
♥♥♥

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-14 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
OH CLARA! :( (Okay, mostly I'm imagining this in relation to the Doctor Games vid Elisi posted.)

Yes, will try that! I got much better at opening up about stuff, lol. I used to keep it all bottled up tight and things were a bit messy—it took feeling better to get a healthier attitude, funny how those things go ;)
Please do that, yes! I recognise that, too -- like I recognise myself in almost everything else you say, heh.

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-14 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Hahaha that vid ♥ Clara lost, off with Clara.

I recognise that, too -- like I recognise myself in almost everything else you say, heh.
My first reaction was "yay" and my second was "oh wait, really not yay". Well, the sensitive and the insecure are the best team—but all too often much too unaware of that, so take care of yourself and things ♥

[identity profile] honeynoir.livejournal.com 2013-12-14 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
My first reaction was "yay" and my second was "oh wait, really not yay". Well, the sensitive and the insecure are the best team—but all too often much too unaware of that, so take care of yourself and things ♥
Ah, mutual understanding is cool. Thanks, and you do the same!

[identity profile] flowsoffire.livejournal.com 2013-12-15 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, mutual understanding is cool.
It is! (All the "Who are you and why do you talk with my brain?" moments!)

Thanks, and you do the same!
Will do! ♥