OH CLARA! :( (Okay, mostly I'm imagining this in relation to the Doctor Games vid Elisi posted.)

Yes, will try that! I got much better at opening up about stuff, lol. I used to keep it all bottled up tight and things were a bit messy—it took feeling better to get a healthier attitude, funny how those things go ;)
Please do that, yes! I recognise that, too -- like I recognise myself in almost everything else you say, heh.